Yeah, surprise. I am still alive. I haven't updated nor been around on this website in over a year. Just kind of abandoned it back in 2008, was pretty depressed or what not, which, I suppose one could tell from the last of my writing I had submitted. I haven't forgotten any of you though.

An update: 2009 has been quite miraculous so far. So, my writing always used to circle around a theme: distance. Distance between two people, at that. Well, that person (my muse, whatever you'd like to call it) who had always been the focus of my art is now in my life. Been together since New Years, yet, I've had my heart fixed on him for 4 years. He's the only guy I have ever liked in this lifetime, and the only one I ever will. My best friend. So yeah, I have fallen in love for my first time. It's a lovely feeling. I'm the happiest I've ever been, which is somewhat of an accomplishment. I will never let go of this feeling.

I don't think I'll ever find it in me to submit anything to this site though. I mean, I just don't know anymore. Last year I pushed all feelings aside. But as of lately, all I feel is love. Love. I don't know if I'm capable of expressing how I feel anymore, through writing or a picture. I think I'm only capable of listening to music, and having a song express how I feel.

Anyway, I'm feelin' good, I'm feelin' free.

Edit: Shit, DA is so crazy now.